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.. SAKIT SGT3 ..


pe perasaan kte kalo ati d'luka b'kali2...
ngan org yg sme...
kalo b'tepuk sblh tgn mmg x jd...
tp ak redha...
pe yg jd antara ak n si dier mmg dh d'tentu kn oleh yg d'atas....
ak redha...ak terima...

tpu la kalo ak ckp ak x sedey.. tpu la kalo ak ckp ak x ksh ngan peristiwa ni... tpu la kalo ak ckp ati ak ni x pecah hancur b'derai... tpu la kalo ak ckp air mata ak x tumpah setitik pn...

mmg sedey...
4 tahun ktorg bina relationship ni...
ak syg kn dier sepenuh ati ak..
x de org k'tiga...
tp skrg ati ak mcm x mampu nk d'ubati...
luka nyer makin parah...
bkn sekali t'jadi tp 4 kali...
hal yg sme...
bnda yg sme...

ak m'yerah pada takdir kali ni...
kalo ktorg masih ader jodoh ktorg ttp akn b'sme..
tp kalo jodoh ktorg x pnjg, ak redha...

awk.... sye nk awk tau awk lelaki p'tama dlm ati sye... sye harap kn yg t'akhir...tp...
awk yg pilih utk jd mcm ni...


SINGLE
ayat yg lme x pnh wujud dlm idop ak selama 4 tahun..tp kini???

19 Bicara anda ♥♥♥:

Nama Saya Farah said...

sai. rilex. setiap masalah ade penyelesaian nya kan. nak tau satu fact tak?
"when a couple fights too much but not breaking up, they're really inlove" =))so chill la k. ^_^

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

thanks farah...
hope sgt3 ak blh jd kuat nk facing bnda ni semua...
harap sgt p'nylesaian yg baik nnt...

Suara Hati Ini.... said...

laki mmg mcm tu sai..xnah hargai perngorbanan kita..xpe..ko ramai lagi kwn2 yang syg kat ko...

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

tp npe dier pilih ak...
mmg ak ckp ak nk kuat tp ak mcm x mampu...
ak sakit...npe ak...

..NSK Collection said...

sabar sai...ingt setiap yg berlaku pasti da sbb nya..mungkin dia nk bagi yang much better kat ko...aku tau perasaan ko...aku pun pernah sakit mcm ko..tp, juz things, ko akan dapat yang better...

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

ak harap kn bnda yg sme...
ak jz nk jd kuat...
ati dlm ni skt sgt3...
ak x sangka semua ni jd cmni..
doa kn ak kuat...

devoted lily♥ said...

hurm...
1st sai aku nak ko tao.. aku syang ko..
aku tao ko syang icam mcm mane even die saket kan ati ko..
mgkin btol la org kate bercinta lama2 tak elok..
lelaki ni sai, tak mcm pompuan y syg sorang je lam 1 masa.. diorang bole syg 2,3 pmpuan lam 1 masa..

papepon..
aku nak ko kuat..
ta de icam pon ko bole epi ngn mbr2..
wpon life ko da tak same mcm ngn die dulu..

i love u sai...

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

yang...
ak nk jd KUAT!!!
tp ak mcm jd patah...
ak ilang punca....
ati ak skt...
ak sedey...ko tau kn mcm mne ak syg kn dier....
bukan sepenuh ati dh...seluruh idop ak...
ak kecewa...ak sedey dier wat cmnni...
mcm sampah..ati ak bukan batu...
ak ader perasaan...ak ader jiwa...
ak nk org yg syg kn ak mcm mne ak syg kn dier...
ak sedey yang...t'lalu byk kenangan ak ngan dier...
ak perlu kn tongkat...ak x mampu...
ak tkot...

Anonymous said...

heihh abg ni ape bangang ah -.- dah dpt yg baik mcm ni pun tk hargai ke . . 4 kali rupenye ish ... teruk tol

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

enth la mira...
may b sbb jodoh x pnjg n icam pn x sedia lg utk lebey serious...
k.ana x tau nk ckp pe..k.ana dh penat nk raser semua ni...

Anonymous said...

dnt worry okay abg tu sbnrnye syg kat kak ana sbb die berani bwk kak ana jumpe mak :) and kalau ade jodoh mst tk kemane en . sbr eh kak ana be strong tau
p/s : mira tk backup abg tauuu hehe:p

Anonymous said...

dnt worry okay abg tu sbnrnye syg kat kak ana sbb die berani bwk kak ana jumpe mak :) and kalau ade jodoh mst tk kemane en . sbr eh kak ana be strong tau
p/s : mira tk backup abg tauuu hehe:p

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

dier syg kn k.ana or x, 2 k.ana x tau la...
k.ana dh x nk m'harap kn pape cz last2 ati k.ana yg skt..
bia la k.ana ambk mse k.ana utk tentu sme ader putus or sebalik nye..
lg pn skrg ni ktorg still as kwn...

Anonymous said...

i know wht you feel . i felt it before . it hurts seriously and tht makes me became so heartless smpi pujuk menangis air mata darah pun tk makan . that is your situation right now kan kak ana. no worries, life is a journey and we have to find our destiny :) breaking up with someone doesnt mean tht's the end of the world kan . i know youre strong . chill lah kan :)

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

thanks my dear lil sis..
ehe..pe yg mira ckp mmg btoi...tp 4 tahun mira...bkn mudah utk k.ana nk let it go mcm 2 je...but to accept dier blk, k.ana tkot...tkot sgt...sometimes k.ana pk, k.ana dh feed up...tp semua bnda x kn selesai kalo kte x usaha kn???i need time n space to think...

Anonymous said...

welcome :)
4 years is frigging long time all you need to do is cool down empty yr mind and think clearly . you're strong , i know tht :)

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

hehe...
lawak la..mira plak bg nsht..bgus2...pape pn tggu je nnt pe yg akn jd k??;)

Anonymous said...

haha . ala skali skale haha :D
okay time will tell

Saidatul Noor Farhana said...

bgus2...
yup...that's right...
:)

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