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.. NO MORE ..


starting from now x de lg jwpn utk soalan2 yg b'kaitan ngan ak n si dier...
biar kn diam seketika utk pk pe akn jd..
i need a space...
i need time...
bkn mudah utk buat kptsn..*putus??*
space tanpa pengaruh spe2...
i need to teach myself how to make a decision...
even it hard, i need to face it...

no more tear!!!

notakaki: ati ak mmg x blh lupa apa yg jd..ak x ske mungkir jnji...patut x ak tunai kn janji ak ble 2 taun lps ak bg dier peluang t'akhir???ak buntu...sedey nyer!!!!

24 Bicara anda ♥♥♥:

suhaisweet said...

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saidatul noor farhana said...

thanks...
:)

carelesswhisper said...

hey gurl..
saw pringles there, in da pic..
want sum pringles?

cheeri0.. ^_^

saidatul noor farhana said...

hahaha...
mmg pringles pn...
tp x beli2 lg...

i'm hepi today...

carelesswhisper said...

realy? y meh?
gurl's day 0ut?
it's gud f0r u..
hanging 0ut often..
n u'll get better s0on..
n even healed maybe..
c0z it's n0t easy to mend a broken heart..
have to put an effort, n even pray,
0ne thing f0r sure, u'll be juz g0od someday.. ^_^

saidatul noor farhana said...

aik..
mcm mne tau girl's day out???
mmg pn...td mmg dh x tension n lps semua...
thanks...lg pn mcm dh already make a decision..:)

carelesswhisper said...

jux knew it.. ^_~
nyway, gurls always hav secretkeepers,
while boys with their g0odie suppliers.. hehe.. ^.^
really..dat quite s0on..=)
but wutever it is, i'm pretty sure u hav decide wut is gud f0r u..

cheeri0, ^_^

saidatul noor farhana said...

tp not really sure ngan decision 2..still in KIV..
cz i learn something smlm..:)

btoi 2..really fun..
semua prob mmg lupa..
pape pn thanks to u too..:)

i really likes ur words...

carelesswhisper said...

it's ok..as l0ng as u dun stuck wif da situati0n..
and u m0ved.. ^_^
w0rds are w0nderful..
hurm..try m0ther g0ose.. w0rds wif rhyme n enchanted.. =)
teach people h0w to appreciate w0rds they're given..
w0rds can neither breaks n0r heals people..

cheeri0.. ^_~

saidatul noor farhana said...

smlm i think i already make a decision..
tbe2 i wake up dis morning i'm being a bit blur..*not really a bit*
suddenly ble pk psl icam, no more tears...xde lg rasa sedey...
ble pk blk abou past memories still i don't feel anything..neither sad nor wanna to cry...i'm confusing..what dis mean???

smlm i have talk wif him...he dont wanna to let me go...he want me back..but i still cant give any answer...i ask him to give me a time..i dont how dis feeling can come out..when i talk to him, i dont feel anything...to be honest..i still love him but i dont feel that love..

really sad!!:(

carelesswhisper said...

^_^
glad to hear dat..
like i said, only u kn0e wut is da best f0r u..
whether getting back t0gether or separate by spaces, no 0ne knows it better than u..
n only u hav da right to decide..
but u hav to believe dat da decision is worth it..
i'm afraid da feeling u had is juz f0r da m0ment..
i cried like hell bef0re even i'm da one who decide to break up..
but u kn0w how strong u r..
so, if u already make up ur mind,
take a pick..^_~
feeling is universal, and change as time g0es by..
u're n0t sad t0day, but wh0 knows later..
it's all b0ut h0w u manage it..

so ana,
dun let it bother u..
i kn0w giving chances is like putting urself back into risk of being hurt..
again n again..
but people can change..
if u let them be..
n even u can change,
from being l0ving into ignorance,
but w0uld u turn int0 dat?
u say? =)

saidatul noor farhana said...

i think, may b i need more time n space to think it...
cz right now , i'm really blur...
try to get out from this feeling but i fail...

i think let time to decide it...
may b dis feeling jz temporary...kn???lets look what will happen tommorow kn???

pape pn thanks a lot k??
i dont know why..
i like to ask ur advise..the way u answer my question jz like a professional counselor...

carelesswhisper said...

yep..
luv da spirit!!!
^_^
advise? n0 la.. it's juz w0rds..like bee gees said,
~it's only w0rds,
and w0rds r all i hav,
to take ur heart away..~hehe..dis is song's lyrics..
w0rds by bee gees..
luv it!! =)

so, watcha duin?

saidatul noor farhana said...

ok..
i like your words..:)
thanks cz helping me...

today jz stay at home..
dont have class today...
tommorow my class will start...
new sem...
same with u rite??
right now kat UPNM???

carelesswhisper said...

i see..
s0, u're staying at home ea..
dkat dgn kampus ke? =)

n0pe..i'm at penang..
practcal, rmmber? ^_~
stayin here f0r 6 m0nths..
ad0i ai.. ^_^

saidatul noor farhana said...

yup..
staying with my family..
at keramat..
not really near...take 30 min to go UM.ehe...
may sbb i dh boring staying at hostel..since year 2, staying at home..

ouucchh!!!
sori k??totally forgot jz now...
but now i will remember it...
hahaha...

how's ur practical??
it quite long which is 6 months..
i'll go with my practical next year..but only for 2 months..
:))

carelesswhisper said...

i see..
keramat,precisely?
my auntie was in dato' keramat bef0re..
my uncle is navy, so they were staying there..
itulah..
6 m0nths is quite l0ng..
haish.. >.<
next year? in jan ke?

saidatul noor farhana said...

ooo...
at KD gombak ke???
my father is an army..
working at kementah...
that y we staying here..:)

nope...
my practical starting from mei until july...
if not mistaken only for a 10 weeks...

carelesswhisper said...

nope..stayed at kuarters peg tu..
mcm same tmpat je..
u stay bl0ck mane?
my uncle stayed at bl0ck g bef0re..
^_^
i see.
then da thu where will u be d0in ur prctical?

saidatul noor farhana said...

yup..sme la...hahaha...
n now ur uncle dh x stay here???

enth la...not decide yet...
my mom jz wanna me do LI near my house...
may b at HKL or Pusrawi...
ehe...x tau lg...

carelesswhisper said...

hehe..
h0w cl0se yet s0 far.. ^_^
skrg he stayed at lumut..
transferred there..

i see..xb0le try apply f0r sultan mizan h0spital ke?

saidatul noor farhana said...

2 la psl kn..we jz know each other..
tp may b b4 ni kte pnh jmpe...
what small dis world...:)

enth la...
my dad ask me to apply there tp mcm x minat....
haha..cz HKL better for my practical...hehe..2 my senior ckp la...ehe..

carelesswhisper said...

hehe..
yeke?
but dat 0ne quite scary meh..sbb sunyi..
hav been there 0nce..hehe.. ^_^

yep..rite ^_^
level bape eyh umah u?

saidatul noor farhana said...

haha...
dh la mmg lemah smgt...
mtk2 dpt la tmpt yg best2..:)

level 5...
u plak???

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