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♥ HATI AKU ♥



mata ak bengkak for 2 days...
kepala ak skt sgt3....*sbb air mata byk sgt keluar*
arini tbe ak terharu....
ak syg kn mama ak...
dier akn buat aper aje utk protect ak..
dier selalu phm ak...
selalu ader kat cc ak time ader mslh...

'MEKACEH MAMA...ANGAH CYG MAMA CGT3!!!'

enth la...
kalo mama ak x de mst ak x kuat mcm ni...
x setabah mcm ni...
mama, angah jnji...xde spe blh skt kn mama...angah akn jge mama smpai ble2...kalo org 2 skt kn mama, smpai mati pn angah x maap kn...sbb angah syg kn mama lebey dr nyawa angah...

mata ak yg buta selama ni dh d'terangi...
jln dh t'buka utk ak...ak cuba nk maap kn semua org yg t'libat dlm mslh ak...
tp mslh ni jd makin rumit..
ak mula nk percya kn kata2 'pompn 2'..*time ktorg jmpe face to face*
ak rase dgn jmpe dier, ak blh selesai kn mslh ni...
mmg that time ak percaya kn setiap kata2 kau...
tp ble blk n ak pk2 dlm2...ader yg blh ak terima n x blh..
ak tau spe kwn ko yg teman ko jmpe icam...
bia la dier nk ckp pe...sbb korg bkn ader kat tmpt ak..
ak cuba nk x pernah kotorkn nme ko..
ak x pernah maki2 ko...ak jmpe ko dgn cara baik..
sket pn ak x tinggi kn suara...
ko blah keluar dr kereta ak dgn cara yg agak 'kurang aja' pn ak x mrh...
sbb ak percya...tuhan ader ngan ak...kalo ak silap, ak mtk maap...
ak rasa ko sendiri kne bersih kn nme ko...bkn ak...
ko yg kotor kn nme ko..bkn ak..
ak tau pe yg ko nk...ape yg ko nk dr ak...
tp sudah2 la...jgn jd kn ak magsa korg lg...ckup la smpai cni...

utk awk plak...
peluang bkn selalu dtg dlm idop..
manusia...mereka akn sedar ble org yg syg ilang dr depan mata...
on that time mereka akn realize betapa rugi nyer x hargai peluang yg d'beri..
menangis air mata darah pn x gne...
awk pk la dlm2 pe yg awk dh buat kat sye selama 4 tahun ni...
awk mst phm kata2 sye...

sye akn teros idop mcm biasa...
ak dh mls nk tutup aib org...malu org...
bia ak jge ati ak pulak kali ni...
sbb ati ak dh ckup skt utk kne seksa lg...
pedih sgt3..
kamu, kamu, kamu, kamu n kamu semua...
kalo korg nk gelak or kater ak bodoh kate la...sbb korg bkn ader kat tmpt ak berdiri..
hati korg x raser mcm mne ati ak raser...
ak terima dugaan ni ngan redha...

chill gurl!!!!ak org yg kuat!!!!yeah!!

notakaki: what's going around will come around...tuhan sekarang byr 'cash' ape korg buat...korg skt kn ati ak..lg2 bulan ramadhan...tp enth la...ak akn maap kn korg...tp bkn skrg....tpu kalo ak x ksh...ati ak xde spe tau...

19 Bicara anda ♥♥♥:

annis said...

ana, jus read ur blog ...
sory ~ xtau pa2 tp stil nk mencapap ngn ko kt sni... hehe.

but i noe tis wil fade away soon.. sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt soonerr.. cus u've got a great mom, great family n nice frens !!
u r the nicest n strongest person that i've ever seen u noe..

remember,, other ppl dun have wut u've got .. that's y they wanted soOoo much things from u..

by the time they'r doing that 2 u,, they din realise that u r xcely getting stronger, happier, more gud frens n better life than
b4..

chil olwex k!! btw ur new pix sgt cUmil larrrh ... hiiihihi. =,)

*******now m inspired by saidatulnoorfairhana****** hehehehe~

saidatul noor farhana said...

xpela aniss...
ana knl anis la...kte kn pnh jmpe...jz skrg ni je jrg jmpe kn????:)

ske ayat2 motivation aniss...ana pn mls nk pk psl org lain...jz make me suffer je...let time decide it...

no matter it is, i'm ok now...really want to be hepi...say bye2 to 'skt hati+sedey+benci'...
say hi to 'hepi!!!'...

thank for comment psl gmbr org x btoi 2,....:)

Anonymous said...

yayang....
yea..betul..
tuhan byr cash skg...
ak bawu jek kna ritu...
hehehe...
nk taw x ak kene pe??
ak maleh g kls..
so ak nk ckp la ak kne cirit birit..
lastly mmg ak cirit betolll...
pedih bontot ak...
huhuhu...
tobat ak nyesal~~~!!!

neway~~
hope ang ttp epi n tabah..
i lap u dear~~!!
ummmmuuuuaaahhhh~~~

=miss yana santek~~!!

-cik bunga- said...

sai....what happen?sory..ak bu nk aktif balik dlm bdg penulisan ni...baru bace blog ko.

ape2 pon...ak knl ko...ko kuat kan?ak tau....

just be happy...xbest bile sedey2....wat sket kpl..
n pling ptg XCOMEY nnt..=)

-cik bunga- said...

sai..what hppen?npe ni?sory..ak bu nk aktif balik bdng penulisan ni...tu yg baru bce blog ko...

ape2 pon..,ak tau ko cukup kuat ..nk hadapi dugaan hidup..jgn sedey2..wat saket kpl...xbest...nnt XCOMEY..mate bgkak.,kan?

take care tau,.lme sgt x jumpe ko..

Anonymous said...

be strong girl. 4 years, i can feel
u -silent reader-

saidatul noor farhana said...

yana cantek: mekacah yayang ku syg...ak makin ok n blh terima...tp jz perlu kn mse utk terima semua ni...:(


pitching: wokey....ak cuba utk jd kuat...thanks for ur support..lme x dgr citer ko...comel la sgt..:|


anony:thank to my silent reader...:)

fieza jaja said...

ana...sbr ea..even fieza xde kt tmpat ana...xdpt rase ape yg betol2 ana rase..tp kite sbgai same2 pompuan bnda2 cmnie mmg amat menyakitkan...
rasa sakit sgt...fieza pon pnh rasa ape yg ana rasa skg..mgkin situasi je lain..

bile kite dlm keadaan cmnie..kite kena kuat..fieza taw ana kuat..jgn jd lemah taw..nnti kite makin ditindas...

chill owez taw dear:)

saidatul noor farhana said...

yup...i'm trying to be stronger...*cm lagu britney*
haha....ana dh x larat nk pk skt nyer mcm mne...
bia la...lme2 ana akn pujuk ati ni...:)
jz believe in karma...tuhan bayar cash..that's all...

fieza jaja said...

btol2...biar je ana...
biar tuhan yg balas smua tu..
mcm ade org ckp..even die wat kt ana cmtu..nnti ade akan berbalik balik kt die perbuatan tu...tggu mase je..
sbr byk2 ea...i.allah..akan ade yg terbaik utk ana..:)

fieza jaja said...

btol2...biar je ana...
biar tuhan yg balas smua tu..
mcm ade org ckp..even die wat kt ana cmtu..nnti ade akan berbalik balik kt die perbuatan tu...tggu mase je..
sbr byk2 ea...i.allah..akan ade yg terbaik utk ana..:)

fieza jaja said...

btol2...biar je ana...
biar tuhan yg balas smua tu..
mcm ade org ckp..even die wat kt ana cmtu..nnti ade akan berbalik balik kt die perbuatan tu...tggu mase je..
sbr byk2 ea...i.allah..akan ade yg terbaik utk ana..:)

fieza jaja said...

btol2...biar je ana...
biar tuhan yg balas smua tu..
mcm ade org ckp..even die wat kt ana cmtu..nnti ade akan berbalik balik kt die perbuatan tu...tggu mase je..
sbr byk2 ea...i.allah..akan ade yg terbaik utk ana..:)

saidatul noor farhana said...

thanks fieza...
i believe in karma..sbb mmg byk tuhan byr ngan cash...once kte buat org, one day kte akn kne...:)
iA...amin~~~really want da best in my live..mls nk pk org lain...

chilll~~~~

Sarry said...

weyh.. tak kol aku..
siap ko.. aku nak kol ko skang..!!

miera said...

hahaha.. sai sorry sai msg kol tu aku punye lupe nak sign out kawan aku nye ni.. haha

adibanur'ain said...

chill , sabar :) tuhan syg kau dye bg dugaan. dye tak kan bg dugaan yang x mampu digalas oleh hambanya .

Anonymous said...

ak suke bce blog ko . xtw nape. aritu pun ak komen post ko. ingt, tuhan syg ko. ape mende yg xbtol, tuhan akn tnjuk sbb tuhan syg ko. ko tabah jela k.
lelaki yg lepas an ko mmg bdo. jujur ak ckp. bkn sng nk dpt pmpuan bek skg. spe2 yg wat ko skit aty, dekpilah. mne tw 1ari nnt owg tu yg akn ase cm ko ase. mne tw tuhan rmpas blik kbhagiaan iye ke. spe taw an. hope ko sabar k. kawan2 ade. huhu. 4taun mmg agk lme, cume 1 jek, sabar k. huhu. ak xbrnh nk komen kt wall fb ko. kih3.

-faten farahin- :P

saidatul noor farhana said...

faten farahin: thank my dear...hope so...skrg ni jz pk bia la pe org 2 nk buat...cz skrg ni everything paying in cash..no more creadit card...:) mekaseh sgt cz read my blog...kte pernah knl ke???


adibahnur'ain : thanks...mmg tgh usaha utk jd org yg tabah...:)thanks a lot for ur support...

yayang: bkn x nk bgtau..jz lately kepala kusut sgt3..:(sori yayang.....

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