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1st of all... spe2 yg mls nk dgr ak ckp or celotoh korg blh berambos... jz click 'x' kat atas 2.. ak pn x pnh invite korg bce bnda2 yg korg x nk bce.. ni blog ak so ikot ske ak!!!!!


today or lbh tpt ckp dis week...
it's totally worst to me...
x perlu ak maklum kn spe p'yebab nye...
tp mst spe yg bce ni dpt detect kn???
byk n3 psl bnda ni ak wat but lastly jz save kat draft je...
ak x tau nk ckp kat spe..so ckp kat blog je...
i don't know..
everyday it's getting worst i cant handle it anymore...
"adakah ak x ckp sempurna??"
that question always in my mind...
ak blur n x tau pe patut ak pk...
"adakah dier x syg kn ak???"
dlu hubungan x jd cmni...
xde rase cmni even ader org k;tiga dlm hubungan ktorg...
but dis time ak x dpt nk handle bnda ni lg...
bkn sbb org k'tiga but internal problem between us..
ak keep on nk cari slh dier n dier pn keep on nk cari slh ak...
kdg2 ak pk, ak tkot hubungan ktorg hancur d'tengah jln...
ak siyesh ckp yg ak t'lalu syg kn dier...
he's my 1st love n i wanna make it as last love in my life...
i'm worried to think that he will go...
ohh!!!! nnnooooo....
mmg ak ngaku yg ak ni kdg2 jns org yg x blh nk admit sgt ngan kesalahan diri sndiri...
but i'm trying to be da best to him...
i lurve him!!!!
terus terang ak ckp bnda ni jd sbb ktorg x jmpe...
kdg2 ader keje yg si dier kne wat n ktorg x dpt jmpe...
but kdg2 ati jht ak ckp yg dier dh x mcm dlu...
dlu ktorg sng je nk jmpe..
but now he quite bz...
i miss the old of him!!!!!
'awk...sye nk mtk maap kalo pe sye wat selama ni byk wat awk tension but i jz wanna u know what i'm feel right now...sye nk awk phm pe kehendak sye...sye x mtk byk...sye blh buat so awk pn blh wat..'
hopefully all dis problem can be solve in a right way...
i mish u..really mish u....
smpai skrg sye x tau npe mslh ni dtg....
kte dh knl dkt 4 taun but still x phm ati msg2...
'adakah ni sume jd sbb perangai sye yg x ckup utk phm situasi awk??? '
i'm afraid!!!!
i really lurve u awk!!!!